I bet nobody actually bother to read my blog.
So i shall pour my feelings here.
Life's like a roller coaster to me now. Yes. Roller coaster.
It's been up, then down, then up, and down again.
I'm sorry J. I couldn't open up my doors to anyone , and i realize it now.
Which i thought I could. I couldn't, due to so many stuff.
Yes, my thinking's very complicated. I think alot alot alot.
Those who knew me actually know this very very well.
I don't want to hurt you any longer. And I'm not as good as you imagine me to be.
It's actually better to be friends then in love now.
But I guess you wouldn't even want to be friends now.
And I know how it feels.